hi there world! :D let me tell you something really cool.

i'm actually awake now!! :D YES YES YES! away from my bed! :D YES! :D

hehe. I'm so proud of myself. Okay, i'm going to start mugging math soon! :D to do finish my tutorial 25! i need a vlee within me. Haa. I'm so going to get that A. okay, at least i try to. haha go go go! :D

oh man, i'm feeling so excited now! :D i can't wait for band competition day! :D hehehehehheee. press on yah! a few more days to go only. :D hehe.

i think i'm getting senile. yah! that's bad.

i don't seem to remember many things. that's worse! :( i remember on monday, i got up from my bed to prepare for school. so i went to the toilet to brush my teeth. i combed my hair, then tie it up nice nice as i usually do hehe, and then i went back to sit on my bed. after like 10 seconds, i suddenly realised i haven't brush teeth yet :/ and then! i totally cannot remember how did i go to bed yesterday. i was sitting on my chair and resting my head on the table so that if i doze off i can wake up and do homework again. but guess what. i woke up next morning and wondered how did i get onto my bed. tsk. that's really bad leh.

happy friendship day! :D

Guess what! :D i'm in the school's computer lab now mugging math complex numbers. :) can't believe i'm doing this. Mugging in computer lab. Before band starts. The more i mug, the sleepier i get. Tsktsk, why isit so! So irritating. How i wish the more i mug, the more excited and happy i get. Haha :D so cool right. Anyways i think complex numbers is really complex leh. Why can't z* and z* cancel out together? Aiyoh.. Tomorrow's friday! Eh, got so much work to do. Why is there so much work to do.. Aiyoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh. Okay i think i should get back to do my tutorial 24. Hee! :D

HEE! :D

i remembered what i want to say on sunday!

yes yes. i saw wei ming! eh wei ming, really long time no see leh. haha how are you! :)

it was a pleasant surprise seeing you!

it says it all..............................................................................................




okay. that's the most emo thing i've ever said in my blog! hehe.

A quote from Ps Edmund, 'Pain is inevitable, but misery is optional.'

Rachel says:
say " i am so glad to meet a BEAUTIFUL FRIEND like RACHEL SOH, she 's like the best thing that ever happened in my life, I am SO THANKFUL for her, so pretty n INTELLIGENT"

this is my 60th post! :D tomorrow is ah pa's birthday! :D and i have no papers tomorrow also! :D

monday was math. and tuesday was geography. Why geography matters? Because of those landslides, and those people who uses cut-and-fill materials. (tsktsk) and the hydrological cycle. where your interception thing happens, stemflow, throughfall throughflow and what not. And not to forget, all the mass movements and the massive impacts! Small ones evident at the construction site near Buona Vista mrt. And all these! And who can forget the HDB flats that help to intercept the rain also! And the animals. Burrow here and burrow there, creating so much cracks and fissues. And and, the ice! The freeze thaw action!

Then, math was... memorable. Hurhur. See see, Ron Lipsman says I can do the math. :D how encouraging! :D if only math questions were as simple as...of course i wouldnt need the technical support. and maybe i can get full marks for the test too! :D

All those integration, and vectors. and tham jie min scored 14/15 for vectors test! crazy woman. study hard for your common test friend! :) and get that full marks for math again! and geography too! :D

and talk about geography. Bangkok's a primate city! :/ tsk. I cancelled it with my own hands, and wrote Kuala Lumpur. tsktsk.

I'm going to stay home and compose the most beautiful music ever! :D tomorrow! and today at night too! And mug mep. All the indian music and stravinsky. I think stravinsky very smart eh. All his use of the ostinatos.. so smart. heheh. gladys heng.. stravinsky.. nothing simliar. oh wells. Friday's coming! :) (but they don't know that Sunday's coming. Hur)

i guess...

global warming has become so close to heart. maybe its the heat from global warming, that caused my fridge to run out of cold air. it officially spoilt! i was wondering why it suddenly had this chao-tarred smell yesterday. no wonder. tsktsk. look at global warming.

life has been a mad rush. haha although i still dont walk very quickly :) everyday passes so quickly. i've never known my slow-paced life could quicken up so fast. i hope for it to be over soon! :D

i'm so amazed, at the never ending piles and piles of homework. its like really never ending. I wish, that some day, maybe Mozart or Beethoven, or Mr Berlioz, may meet me when i'm sleeping. Then we can discuss my composition together. :) and Mozart can teach me how to write theme and variations! :D and Berlioz can tell me all about his Symphonie Fantastique. Wooooww, how nice would that be. Then i also hope that maybe i can become an Indian for a day, or maybe when terms or exams is near. So i can understand Indian music better. :D then, i also wish and hope that my lungs can breathe in like all the air in LT4, so that i can play elsa in one breathe and maybe another song together too. I also hope that my fingers can be less retarded, so that it can play faster running notes. Then i hope that maybe music centre will become nearer to the main building, so that i dont have to rush here and there for lessons. And one day, i hope to wear the roller shoes thing for 2.4 run :D yay! and maybe i also wish that my backache will go away. Hee. Okay, nothing much interesting here. Hurhur.

somehow, indian music and african music always make me have stomache. tsktsk. and indian music makes me become so giddy... tsktsk. i want to learn to sing the indian way! i'm so impressed by how they can gliss and all that. i want to learn! and how they sing the sa ri ga ma pa dha ni sa so fastly. i want i want! :D

Breakthrough is a process, not an event. Don't give up!

I'm so glad tomorrow's friday! :D yippee!! :D yay! This week is another crazy week! I don't even remember what i've been doing everyday! All i remember is knocking out once i lie down! I loveeeeeeeeee weekends! :D YAY! :D and i love next week too! :D I love school so much! :D but actually, i really am thankful for the teachers i have. Even though sometimes i really complain quite a bit. Hurhur. :D

I think i'm becoming more mature! :D YAY! :D

This week had been such an unbelievable week. Hurhur. And i actually uploaded a picture! But somehow it disappeared in the world of cyberspace! :(

Why are you so downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Saviour and my God.

Psalm 42:11

TODAY'S RACHEL SOH MEI HUI'S BIRTHDAY! :D

Happy Birthday Spastic girl! :D hehe. hope you really had fun today at dinner! and i've never heard you laughed like how you laughed just now at the mouldy photos. haha :D thanks really for being there for me everytime! and i hope you looooooooooooove my budget present for you! :D It's really by God's grace that we know each other i guess. cos we've never been in the same class before, neither the same section. but somehow you became my spastic sister! haha :D i remember all those dinners and studies we have together! aren't you glad to have such a friend like me! :D haha talk about all your admirers man :p i should just send them that photo of you tying your hair just now. then they won't bug you anymore. haha have a blessed year this year! though it's not going to be easy, but trust in the Lord yea. He'll definitely provide!

Gladysheng's 2008 Resolutions :)


Gladysheng was like complaining about why everyone has NEW YEAR resolutions one! so I said it was common and most people did that to have a more meaningful year! so being someone who FOLLOWS THE CROWD, she decided to have her OWN set of NEW YEAR resolutions :D how UNoriginal! HEEHEE :P

SO here goes...

1) Gladys will keep her notebook forever till ever and ever...
- that's because every year, she starts off with a pretty note book, but in less than a weeks time, she will come to school WITHOUT it! either she can't be bothered to keep track of the HUGE pile of homework she accumulated or she LOST IT :D then like maybe she will buy a NEW notebook and that notebook will have the same fate as the first...haiz....

2) Gladys will study hard for her parents and God and her friends who love her...
- that's OF COURSE!!! She must so do that :D

3) Gladys will learn to cherish and appreciate!
-yah, that's really important in life :) cherish and appreciate all your nice friends (like me) especially when it's the last year together :(

Actually, I have the URGE to add like a few more resolutions for her... like maybe:
4) Not be late for any meetings with friends (esp michelletan)
5) Kaypoh less (Did i mention how busybody can she gets at time... I tell you... its OH-MY-GOODNESS...HAHA)
6) STOP sleeping during lectures and STOP asking michelletan to copy math notes for her
7) Walk faster...
8) Swifter actions...

OOPS... too many too many... HAHA :P



Okieokie that's all! :D Oh btw, its Michelle blogging for her! HAHA :D dun get confuse about the identity :)

"The Lord is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble; And He knows those who trust in Him." Nahum 1:7

it's the New Year Eve! And before we know it, its New Year Day! :D haha. it sounds quite stupid. But oh wells... :) With all these unrest in Pakistan and the ice at the polar regions melting and causing sea level to rise and yet Singapore is still floating above sea level, i guess i really have to be grateful for everything. :) sometimes, because Singapore doesn't have much unrest, i tend to take safety for granted. And because there's so much variety of food to choose from, i also tend to take food for granted when there's people in Singapore and over the seas, starving and eating cat food. And then comes to shelter, the bed, the computer we have, and all these cool technology stuff. Although sometimes i look at the beautiful semi-ds and bungalow and i sometimes wish i could just stay there for one night, but many a times i overlooked the fact that being sheltered in a storm in a hdb flat is a blessing. As compared to those who don't even have a proper place to live in... Many times, i complain, and compare. But what's the use of all these? :) God calls us to follow Him just like what Ps Edmund said. And all these things that God has wonderfully provided, it's time to give thanks. :)

As 2007 comes to a close, there's always many reflections made. And i'll make one too! :D well, this year have been quite a tough year for me. Emotionally, spiritually, physically (HAHA). First there was the 1st three months, syf, terms, april concert, june concert, terms again, promos, end year concert. And through it all, God saw me through. :) talking about how i came to ac. i got like 19 for prelims which was somewhere near what qiu rong got too. so we decided to put same choices together! :) at that time i didn't know that if you appeal you have to put that school as your first choice, but actually thinking of it now it was quite logical to do that. haha so we actually put pj first. then don't know how and why, we decied to put ac then pj. and then, michelle tan told me i had to put ac first! so, ta da! thats how i came ac. :) haha God has a plan for me here i guess. And i give thanks :) adapting to jc life, feeling tired everyday. haha i also don't know why i feel tired like everyday. music, haha music soon became ALL of my life. HAHA :D and whatever it is now, i'll just chiong one more year. Through syf, band fest. All these not so good moments, when i questioned God why is it like that. I thank God that He has given me friends in ac, through all these not so good times. Thank God for michelletan! :D haha my half-timetable friend. All the gsc, china studies, math lectures. And also, thank God for preserving the friendships with old friends! One year has came and gone ever since we left bp, but i thank God that these are my friends for life. :) Although one of these friendship kind of screwed up, but I still will pray for her once in a while. And after four years of not having any concerts, this year came 4 of them! :) of which everyone i want to thank God for, for these memories. everyone left different memories, of which i cherish quite a lot. haha :) and also for my family! I used to take family a little for granted, but i now know that it takes quite a lot to keep a family going, and i thank God for He's always there, ever present to touch and heal my family. :) Next year will be a tought one, and i commit it into God's hands.

And to the j2s, i'll miss you guys. :)

rachel soh says.. God will not leave His children alone. :) and hosea 11.. about God's undying love for isreal, like no matter how much isreal sin n how God cannot be with them.. in the sense that sin separates God and men but God cannot, literally cannot bring Himself to give up on Isreal.. so God will not give up on ur family!.. press on sister! love ya.
Yes indeed God will not abandon His children :) and rachel soh, its isrAEl, not isreal. :) thanks girl!

the day Christ was born :)
the three wise men, came all the way from the east to Bethelem to worship Christ, saying 'the King of all kings, born in the most humble place...' because God came to Earth as flesh, there is hope. Hope for all mankind :) Indeed, O night divine. Joseph, Mary, the three wise men, plus the father and mother of John the Baptist, they all served God well.

and happy belated birthday to Evelyn and Rebecca Teoh! :D love you both very much! :D