8.21.2010

while waiting for my hair to dry....

i came to blog. haha! this is quite funy actually. been going to higher-class places for dinner today and yesterday! haha. it's quite nice to see friends whom i never see for quite a long time :) but at the same time, that means spending more time outside and all. sigh. maybe my mum should be my friend for a week and all, like she can be my secondary school/jc/uni friend, then she can come along with all the dinners!! hehehe. but i think eating good food is like, getting me away from my cai fan days. hahah :p

its very special right, the bond between friends. and also, how divine, that people can meet together at one point in time of life and become friends and share life together. :) really, what is life all about? meeting friends, chilling and chatting all day long? study, study, study then work, work, work and earn money, earn money, earn money? what do i want to do with my life for the next ten to twenty years? hmmm.

the moment i think about all these things, my heart is overwhelmed, at how interesting life is. really some things happen because its just so coincidental. if it was just spilt second late, that thing would never happen. interesting right. okay, i'm just really writing what my brain produces. haha

school's gonna start soon, that means one whole cycle of lecture, tutorial, fal, mid-terms, finals, assignments all again!! really don't like mid-terms, stress me up a lot. i need time to study. hahaha :p oops. yay everyone's starting school again!!! :D and school is really quite a fun place to be in lah, better than working aye. okay and now i'm quite happy that i get to teach piano again :) really take the time as a joy :) okay gonna speed up my hair's drying process. hahahaaha use the hair dryer time!

ohhhhh and the weather's been sooooooo gooooodddd and nice for sleeeping!!! :D :D :D that explains why its so hard to get out of my comfy bed. :)

8.16.2010

no other name


Very interesting to read eh. Good improvement, gladys! hehe. :p The argument seems to go between either random chances and purposelessness or a divine Intelligent designer. of which, the latter argument seems to make more sense logically.

a watch implies the presence of a watchmaker. a human, then, implies the presence of a Creator? :) thank God that this is not a blind faith, but a faith that is logically defensible. It's very fun, and exciting to live out this by discovering it yourself. Something that i had never done the past like twenty years.

A quote from Tom Skinner in 'Confident Leadership':

I spent a long time trying to come to grips with my doubts, and suddenly I realized that I had better come to grips with what I believe. I have since moved from the agony of questions that I cannot answer to the reality of answers that I cannot escape. And it is a great relief.

:)

8.13.2010

beeeeee-say

Hello! :) busy period is over! time to sit down and study my basic theory (and oops i'm still here blogging). hehe. These four weeks had been a very meaningful and insightful time for me :) foc and mission trip and smc. and singapore is not that small after all eh, when you gotta travel from west to east. haha!

foc was quite good, the games and all. haha quite funny lah everything. chatting and more chatting and more chatting into 4.30am. and amanda the twinky! hehehheheheee. okay and i really learnt a very important lesson to me too, of which i think it's continue to take on further meaning in my heart. :) i learnt to surrender that one thing that is the everything to you. surrender it to God.

mission trip was quite good, refreshing, relaxing and fun. haha! staying in the east is actually quite fun, but thank God for yew tee too. hahahahah. learnt a lot lah, and really enjoyed a community kind of lifestyle. i really liked it that there were devotions and worship every other day. its very nice to just sit in one small circle and sing songs. :) and watch ai! HEHE. yah and uno intercept! i think i learnt a lot of new games in crusade. hahah games has taken on a new meaning to me man! and most importantly, God deposited another lesson to me, that was very close to heart. and it really humbled me a lot. sometimes, i guess i really just wonder, even though i didn't verbally say it out (which is bad also, qiu rong says evil comes from the mind!). wonder why such and such things happen and all. it's really funny lah i would say. really wonder why actually (okay i'm talking about movie night), but really ultimately it's up to God's plans and not our plans. i think it's good enough that we prepared well for it, the outcome really depends on God :) and our swensens, pastamania and carls junior meal!! haha. $5.50! really enjoyed the time that we spent on reading also. :) do have personal retreat! and the silent retreat. hahahahhahah. after that no one dared to share :p

smc just ended today! and it was a lot of information i would say. not as in like psych kind of information, but information that is really those kind that you gotta remember kind, and make a connection with it kind. so i think mentally it was quite tiring, but really enjoyed the fellowship and all also :)

in between the days were bbq with li ting, wei yi, oriana and freinds :) and teaching piano and then i don't really remember, and spending time with my family! :D watched aftershock, and it was really quite sad, to see how an earthquake can affect one person's life so so so so much.

okay i'm done here!! :) and gonna meet up with more friends for the next week! :)