today is practical day! :) actually i really dislike that feeling of getting so nervous :( after spending like so many hours, like uncountable and then starting to think about every movement that i havve or should make during the performance. blea. i'm glad it's over! quite proud of my gigue! i think it's worse then going for a rollercoaster ride! my heart was pounding so fast, so fast i thought i saw it on the piano keyboard. haha kidding. but blea. so blea. BLEA. :D one more mep paper plus my composition and i'm done! :D yay! quite happy! hee. actually i was quite happy after china studies. this week has been, unthinkable! hurhur. i really saw God's grace in every of my paper. :)