This is the day that the Lord had made, I will rejoice and be glad in it! :D

Yay! Okay, i kind of like those pictures, so niceeee. :) Indeed, this is the day that the Lord had made and I will rejoice and be glad in it! Everyday! And indeed, we live by God's grace on a day by day basis, and God's grace is like a never ending river. Happy econs today!

yay! :) this is my 80th post! Happy 80th post! :) and my tagboard is lost in somewhere in cyberworld. :( Actually, i think i'm really very noob. Other people around my age, know a lot of stuff happening around the world, not just know what's going on, but exactly the story of those stories. Sundays without piano lessons now are more relaxing! :) yay! bye to school for five days, band on saturday and piano on sunday! :D went to malaysia for lunch just now. Heh, the malaysia duck. And since it's a Sunday, i'm going to give myself a rest! For its a Sabbath right, a good rest with a little reading up on news! :)

Just now, when we were halfway through our meal, it starts pouring very heavily. Heavy heavy heavy rain!! And then i thought the waiter and waitress were very nice. Especially this guy, he only thought of sheltering the customer and forgot that he was getting nearly drenched. Maybe this is one of the way to show love and care for others too! :)

Okay, i'm not going to say how long more it is till As. Quickly come quickly go! :D :D :D and yes, this week had been an eventful week of staying at home. Math, geog, gp, math, geog, gp bla bla bla. But okay lah, two more weeks! And i think i'm going to pick up my reading again. The last book i read was.... The Da Vin Ci Code :/ okay, that's really outdated. Haha! I remember reading during lesson time in sec4! :D and i took such a long time to read it. Plus all my fines i accumulated in National Library because of my Berlioz books, tsktsk i think i'm born without the reading genes. Okay, what a long post. Isn't it? :) :)

It's such a nice weather to sleep! :D and take a stroll in the park. Hehe

Hello! I went to school to study today! :) i did vectors in the library at my favourite corner, and still dozedd off (again :/) after lunch! And i bought the 1.20 math thing. Haha, actually to think of it it is really rather ambitious to do finish the 19 dollars one. Haha! Ok, i think my doing-math-pace is improving! :D yay! And i did a little more news research! :) and i have a few thoughts!

The world is really not at peace :/ so many conflicts everywhere, we should really be glad that Singapore is like rather safe as compared to other places. The financial crisis, maybe its time for people to realise that it is not good being greedy. Hope wall street won't crash like it did in mep history :/ maybe a new wave of music will rise. Ok, haha i anyhow say one. But it sounds really bad :/ though i don't take econs. And and and, nothing much already actually. Today was more of politics news!

Shall finish up complex numbers later in the revision package. The whole world is at the last few pages of the package, and i'm still at the first few :(

And yay! Studying with Soh and Tham on monday, breakfast with Lee on tuesday before geography mock and after that will be asian consultation! mep mock on saturday!

And the ac games thing is really funny. Haha, just look at how many people there is. Haha! :D

What a long post! :D

Shout to the North and the South
Sing to the East and the West
Jesus is Saviour to all
Lord of heaven and earth


Today is the last day of school! Yes, as much as i really don't like waking up so early and rush here rush there for lessons, i kind of like school too. :) i think ac is special in this special way.. i really feel that the teachers here are rather different. as in, for some of them who personally taught me. it's nothing like that of bp. maybe because in ac, its like we put this whole education thing in His hands, and its something that i never experiecned before. and i really thank God for that.

These two years flewwwwwww past. really. so many things happened, i've learnt so much, and perhaps grown up a little too i hope! :D hehe. so now is the time to mug and mug and mug!

And class lunch was quite fun! :) i do like my class!

WOW! The world is soooooooooooooooo BIG!

Ok, my beloved hong kong drama is loading so slowly on my computer, that i decided to change a blogskin! HEHEHEHE :D yay! i feel more tech savy now. Hehe! :)

And to Miss Gan, hope your econs test is going to be fine! :D

ok, just three more minutes of the video, and then i'll start doing math. This is bad, i'm supposed to do math. And i didn't go to school today! Heh. The last friday of school, and i spent it at home. And i have been having strange dreams recently! Haha, dreams that makes no sense to me. But they're quite funny. And i watched project runaway yesterday. Hehe :D

And i've been eating a lot this week leh. Must be after the completion of all the mep stuff, everytime complete something the apetite just comes and we'll somehow go out and celebrate and eat a lot. Hurhur. Talk about the stuff we ate at pastamania, haha! Okay, the video is kind of killing away my mood to watch the video. Its taking up so much time pausing every now and then, strange video.

ok, YAY! :) in the end i played mazurka too! :) and i have this feeling that i exceeded the time limit. yay, its really really over! so fast leh, from like last year, until now. really over. and now left one month to As and one week left of school. hmm, i think i've learnt a lot these two years in jc. people do come and go in our lives.. i guess that's just life. and life really isnt that simple. and sometimes, its the really minute things that we take for granted, so many things. and we forget to give thanks for these things and instead feel disappointed by other things. and i shall start spending time on math again! and make it as good as A math standard. heh. :) and then i'll mug more geography too!

Goodbye, farewell Mazurka :( :( and i shall learn to embrace chaccone. Sigh, sigh sigh. Just when i started to feel quite a bit for mazurka, then have to drop it. All good things come to an end. Hur hur. Ok september will just be very musical! After practical, then i'll feel more relaxed. Quickly come, quickly go! :) i actually do feel sad that i have to drop it and hence i'm telling this to the blog. Hmm, i shall practise piano like never before! Heh.

LET'S KICK BUTT! :D

Billabong slippers (200?-2008)

Dearest billabong slippers,

Though you're quite lousy, so slippery and all, but you're quite comfortable after all! After the few years of friendship, i think its quite sad that you had to be thrown away in vienna. But nevermind, vienna's quite a cool place right. So you didn't really suffer much too. More like i suffered more!! Hope you're doing fine in vienna now. Sorry, have to separate both of you from one another. Sorry that doctor lee stepped on you! And to think i washed you till you were quite clean the day before you spolit. Oh wells.. Have fun in vienna! :D

slackfart days and busy bee days! i love slackfart days!! :D

children, help your parents to be the best parents.
parents, help your kids to be the best kids.
how true.
:)

just, trust. :) when life seems blurry, and really blurry, just trust. :)

Hi there! :D hmmmm. I guess everyone gets their fair portion of the downs of life. And yah, its true. That song was really true. Just like how the grape has to be fried/whatever you call that to become wine, we also have to go through trials and difficulties to become stronger or more Christ-like. But many a times, i guess we responded wrongly. We question about life. Why is this happening to me? Why me? But these are the special downs of life that God designed for each one of us, all different and unique for everyone of us, to show us His glory in such circumstances. Just like how high the sky is from the earth, so is God's ways higher than ours. Very true indeed. :) because God promised that He'll never forsaken me, so i have victory over the bad days of life. Trust in Him, trust in Him all you can because God never fails :)

Hello tham! :D Hehe. I miss mugging and playng badminton with you! Although i'm really bad at it! :D you funny girl. Tell me more stuff when it's 'confirmed' OKAY! :D haha. FRIENDS FOREVER. HAHAA :D

hi there world! :D let me tell you something really cool.

i'm actually awake now!! :D YES YES YES! away from my bed! :D YES! :D

hehe. I'm so proud of myself. Okay, i'm going to start mugging math soon! :D to do finish my tutorial 25! i need a vlee within me. Haa. I'm so going to get that A. okay, at least i try to. haha go go go! :D

oh man, i'm feeling so excited now! :D i can't wait for band competition day! :D hehehehehheee. press on yah! a few more days to go only. :D hehe.

i think i'm getting senile. yah! that's bad.

i don't seem to remember many things. that's worse! :( i remember on monday, i got up from my bed to prepare for school. so i went to the toilet to brush my teeth. i combed my hair, then tie it up nice nice as i usually do hehe, and then i went back to sit on my bed. after like 10 seconds, i suddenly realised i haven't brush teeth yet :/ and then! i totally cannot remember how did i go to bed yesterday. i was sitting on my chair and resting my head on the table so that if i doze off i can wake up and do homework again. but guess what. i woke up next morning and wondered how did i get onto my bed. tsk. that's really bad leh.

happy friendship day! :D

Guess what! :D i'm in the school's computer lab now mugging math complex numbers. :) can't believe i'm doing this. Mugging in computer lab. Before band starts. The more i mug, the sleepier i get. Tsktsk, why isit so! So irritating. How i wish the more i mug, the more excited and happy i get. Haha :D so cool right. Anyways i think complex numbers is really complex leh. Why can't z* and z* cancel out together? Aiyoh.. Tomorrow's friday! Eh, got so much work to do. Why is there so much work to do.. Aiyoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh yoh. Okay i think i should get back to do my tutorial 24. Hee! :D

HEE! :D

i remembered what i want to say on sunday!

yes yes. i saw wei ming! eh wei ming, really long time no see leh. haha how are you! :)

it was a pleasant surprise seeing you!

it says it all..............................................................................................




okay. that's the most emo thing i've ever said in my blog! hehe.

A quote from Ps Edmund, 'Pain is inevitable, but misery is optional.'

Rachel says:
say " i am so glad to meet a BEAUTIFUL FRIEND like RACHEL SOH, she 's like the best thing that ever happened in my life, I am SO THANKFUL for her, so pretty n INTELLIGENT"

this is my 60th post! :D tomorrow is ah pa's birthday! :D and i have no papers tomorrow also! :D

monday was math. and tuesday was geography. Why geography matters? Because of those landslides, and those people who uses cut-and-fill materials. (tsktsk) and the hydrological cycle. where your interception thing happens, stemflow, throughfall throughflow and what not. And not to forget, all the mass movements and the massive impacts! Small ones evident at the construction site near Buona Vista mrt. And all these! And who can forget the HDB flats that help to intercept the rain also! And the animals. Burrow here and burrow there, creating so much cracks and fissues. And and, the ice! The freeze thaw action!

Then, math was... memorable. Hurhur. See see, Ron Lipsman says I can do the math. :D how encouraging! :D if only math questions were as simple as...of course i wouldnt need the technical support. and maybe i can get full marks for the test too! :D

All those integration, and vectors. and tham jie min scored 14/15 for vectors test! crazy woman. study hard for your common test friend! :) and get that full marks for math again! and geography too! :D

and talk about geography. Bangkok's a primate city! :/ tsk. I cancelled it with my own hands, and wrote Kuala Lumpur. tsktsk.

I'm going to stay home and compose the most beautiful music ever! :D tomorrow! and today at night too! And mug mep. All the indian music and stravinsky. I think stravinsky very smart eh. All his use of the ostinatos.. so smart. heheh. gladys heng.. stravinsky.. nothing simliar. oh wells. Friday's coming! :) (but they don't know that Sunday's coming. Hur)

i guess...

global warming has become so close to heart. maybe its the heat from global warming, that caused my fridge to run out of cold air. it officially spoilt! i was wondering why it suddenly had this chao-tarred smell yesterday. no wonder. tsktsk. look at global warming.

life has been a mad rush. haha although i still dont walk very quickly :) everyday passes so quickly. i've never known my slow-paced life could quicken up so fast. i hope for it to be over soon! :D

i'm so amazed, at the never ending piles and piles of homework. its like really never ending. I wish, that some day, maybe Mozart or Beethoven, or Mr Berlioz, may meet me when i'm sleeping. Then we can discuss my composition together. :) and Mozart can teach me how to write theme and variations! :D and Berlioz can tell me all about his Symphonie Fantastique. Wooooww, how nice would that be. Then i also hope that maybe i can become an Indian for a day, or maybe when terms or exams is near. So i can understand Indian music better. :D then, i also wish and hope that my lungs can breathe in like all the air in LT4, so that i can play elsa in one breathe and maybe another song together too. I also hope that my fingers can be less retarded, so that it can play faster running notes. Then i hope that maybe music centre will become nearer to the main building, so that i dont have to rush here and there for lessons. And one day, i hope to wear the roller shoes thing for 2.4 run :D yay! and maybe i also wish that my backache will go away. Hee. Okay, nothing much interesting here. Hurhur.

somehow, indian music and african music always make me have stomache. tsktsk. and indian music makes me become so giddy... tsktsk. i want to learn to sing the indian way! i'm so impressed by how they can gliss and all that. i want to learn! and how they sing the sa ri ga ma pa dha ni sa so fastly. i want i want! :D

Breakthrough is a process, not an event. Don't give up!

I'm so glad tomorrow's friday! :D yippee!! :D yay! This week is another crazy week! I don't even remember what i've been doing everyday! All i remember is knocking out once i lie down! I loveeeeeeeeee weekends! :D YAY! :D and i love next week too! :D I love school so much! :D but actually, i really am thankful for the teachers i have. Even though sometimes i really complain quite a bit. Hurhur. :D

I think i'm becoming more mature! :D YAY! :D

This week had been such an unbelievable week. Hurhur. And i actually uploaded a picture! But somehow it disappeared in the world of cyberspace! :(

Why are you so downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Saviour and my God.

Psalm 42:11

TODAY'S RACHEL SOH MEI HUI'S BIRTHDAY! :D

Happy Birthday Spastic girl! :D hehe. hope you really had fun today at dinner! and i've never heard you laughed like how you laughed just now at the mouldy photos. haha :D thanks really for being there for me everytime! and i hope you looooooooooooove my budget present for you! :D It's really by God's grace that we know each other i guess. cos we've never been in the same class before, neither the same section. but somehow you became my spastic sister! haha :D i remember all those dinners and studies we have together! aren't you glad to have such a friend like me! :D haha talk about all your admirers man :p i should just send them that photo of you tying your hair just now. then they won't bug you anymore. haha have a blessed year this year! though it's not going to be easy, but trust in the Lord yea. He'll definitely provide!

Gladysheng's 2008 Resolutions :)


Gladysheng was like complaining about why everyone has NEW YEAR resolutions one! so I said it was common and most people did that to have a more meaningful year! so being someone who FOLLOWS THE CROWD, she decided to have her OWN set of NEW YEAR resolutions :D how UNoriginal! HEEHEE :P

SO here goes...

1) Gladys will keep her notebook forever till ever and ever...
- that's because every year, she starts off with a pretty note book, but in less than a weeks time, she will come to school WITHOUT it! either she can't be bothered to keep track of the HUGE pile of homework she accumulated or she LOST IT :D then like maybe she will buy a NEW notebook and that notebook will have the same fate as the first...haiz....

2) Gladys will study hard for her parents and God and her friends who love her...
- that's OF COURSE!!! She must so do that :D

3) Gladys will learn to cherish and appreciate!
-yah, that's really important in life :) cherish and appreciate all your nice friends (like me) especially when it's the last year together :(

Actually, I have the URGE to add like a few more resolutions for her... like maybe:
4) Not be late for any meetings with friends (esp michelletan)
5) Kaypoh less (Did i mention how busybody can she gets at time... I tell you... its OH-MY-GOODNESS...HAHA)
6) STOP sleeping during lectures and STOP asking michelletan to copy math notes for her
7) Walk faster...
8) Swifter actions...

OOPS... too many too many... HAHA :P



Okieokie that's all! :D Oh btw, its Michelle blogging for her! HAHA :D dun get confuse about the identity :)

"The Lord is good, a stronghold in the day of trouble; And He knows those who trust in Him." Nahum 1:7

it's the New Year Eve! And before we know it, its New Year Day! :D haha. it sounds quite stupid. But oh wells... :) With all these unrest in Pakistan and the ice at the polar regions melting and causing sea level to rise and yet Singapore is still floating above sea level, i guess i really have to be grateful for everything. :) sometimes, because Singapore doesn't have much unrest, i tend to take safety for granted. And because there's so much variety of food to choose from, i also tend to take food for granted when there's people in Singapore and over the seas, starving and eating cat food. And then comes to shelter, the bed, the computer we have, and all these cool technology stuff. Although sometimes i look at the beautiful semi-ds and bungalow and i sometimes wish i could just stay there for one night, but many a times i overlooked the fact that being sheltered in a storm in a hdb flat is a blessing. As compared to those who don't even have a proper place to live in... Many times, i complain, and compare. But what's the use of all these? :) God calls us to follow Him just like what Ps Edmund said. And all these things that God has wonderfully provided, it's time to give thanks. :)

As 2007 comes to a close, there's always many reflections made. And i'll make one too! :D well, this year have been quite a tough year for me. Emotionally, spiritually, physically (HAHA). First there was the 1st three months, syf, terms, april concert, june concert, terms again, promos, end year concert. And through it all, God saw me through. :) talking about how i came to ac. i got like 19 for prelims which was somewhere near what qiu rong got too. so we decided to put same choices together! :) at that time i didn't know that if you appeal you have to put that school as your first choice, but actually thinking of it now it was quite logical to do that. haha so we actually put pj first. then don't know how and why, we decied to put ac then pj. and then, michelle tan told me i had to put ac first! so, ta da! thats how i came ac. :) haha God has a plan for me here i guess. And i give thanks :) adapting to jc life, feeling tired everyday. haha i also don't know why i feel tired like everyday. music, haha music soon became ALL of my life. HAHA :D and whatever it is now, i'll just chiong one more year. Through syf, band fest. All these not so good moments, when i questioned God why is it like that. I thank God that He has given me friends in ac, through all these not so good times. Thank God for michelletan! :D haha my half-timetable friend. All the gsc, china studies, math lectures. And also, thank God for preserving the friendships with old friends! One year has came and gone ever since we left bp, but i thank God that these are my friends for life. :) Although one of these friendship kind of screwed up, but I still will pray for her once in a while. And after four years of not having any concerts, this year came 4 of them! :) of which everyone i want to thank God for, for these memories. everyone left different memories, of which i cherish quite a lot. haha :) and also for my family! I used to take family a little for granted, but i now know that it takes quite a lot to keep a family going, and i thank God for He's always there, ever present to touch and heal my family. :) Next year will be a tought one, and i commit it into God's hands.

And to the j2s, i'll miss you guys. :)

rachel soh says.. God will not leave His children alone. :) and hosea 11.. about God's undying love for isreal, like no matter how much isreal sin n how God cannot be with them.. in the sense that sin separates God and men but God cannot, literally cannot bring Himself to give up on Isreal.. so God will not give up on ur family!.. press on sister! love ya.
Yes indeed God will not abandon His children :) and rachel soh, its isrAEl, not isreal. :) thanks girl!

the day Christ was born :)
the three wise men, came all the way from the east to Bethelem to worship Christ, saying 'the King of all kings, born in the most humble place...' because God came to Earth as flesh, there is hope. Hope for all mankind :) Indeed, O night divine. Joseph, Mary, the three wise men, plus the father and mother of John the Baptist, they all served God well.

and happy belated birthday to Evelyn and Rebecca Teoh! :D love you both very much! :D

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D Christmas, ever wonder what does Christmas means to you? :) All the snowman and snowflakes when singapore does not snow, and the santa and christmas trees and jingle bells! I like Christmas! Because this is a season to celebrate the birth of Christ, thus comes the word Christmas i think. :) maybe to many people, its nothing more than a public ocassion and all, but i think to me, it's a really meaningful festive. If Christ did not put away with eternity and subject himself to time, if He did not come down to Mother Earth to redeem us, we would have been really really lost. Today Pastor Edmund talked about forgiveness. Christmas is all God's forgiveness to mankind, to re-establish the relationship with have with Him. What an awesome God. To me, Christmas is not only about forgiveness, but it also reminds me of the great great love Christ have for me and you. That He gave up His throne in heaven, to come down to earth to save us. Who are we, but sinners? But God called us His creation, created in His likeness. :) indeed, we can never truly comprehend fully the great love Christ had for us.

So, this year, this season, why not take a moment to think about how did Christmas all came about and is it really all about santa? Or is there more than that? :)

i caught national treasure today! :) and hit man last week! :)

of which i prefer national treasure! :) and i went back to band last week and two days ago too! work harder ok, you kids. haha better hentak nicer. and good posture too. :p and bells up higher! work hard work hard and get something good next year! :) and i had band fest too. so exciting.

oh yes tham, and here's my display picture enlarged for you. haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THAM! :D haha. i wish you happy birthday like don't know how many times already, but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D HAHA :D love you much! :)

TAN! :D you're coming back really soon! yay yay yay! :D :D :D hehe.
today wasn't a good day, but it wasnt that that bad either. after a good night rest! :D

i miss china! :(

You are safe in God :)

look at the beautiful sunset! :) and the cute baby! :) when things arent going our way, we can try every possible way to find a solution to it. but, nothing is as good as having faith in God, to trust in Him. trust in the everlasting God who created the heavens and the skies, who brought Israel out of slavery into a land flowing with milk and honey, the God who created the mountains and the oceans, and created us in his likeness, and called us the most beautiful masterpiece He created. after so many trials, one after another, I've learnt that the best thing to do, is to pray and commit whatever te situation is to God. although sometimes, there's still doubt, doubt like will God really see us through? Yes, He will. He say He will never forsake nor abandon us, and He will provide. Just like the Sabbath, like what Ps Edmund say, the Sabbath does not only tell us to rest, but also show us that God provides! :D

You are the one Oh Lord (: thanks for being my refuge! i think going out is great fun! hehe. but too bad, i really HAVE to study for GSC and practise piano real hard! and, i really thank God for always calling me back to Him (:

oh wells

oh yes. i was talking to samho about all my secondary school band days. haha and ling qiu rong, if you ever read this, just want to tell you that i really miss those days when we had silly and fun times in the same section! and gooi just had to split us up :( i still remember all the stupid things you did! haha :D and your promos just ended right! i bet you are going to play eat and slack like crazy now! tsktsk. i kind of miss the bp days!

today is practical day! :) actually i really dislike that feeling of getting so nervous :( after spending like so many hours, like uncountable and then starting to think about every movement that i havve or should make during the performance. blea. i'm glad it's over! quite proud of my gigue! i think it's worse then going for a rollercoaster ride! my heart was pounding so fast, so fast i thought i saw it on the piano keyboard. haha kidding. but blea. so blea. BLEA. :D one more mep paper plus my composition and i'm done! :D yay! quite happy! hee. actually i was quite happy after china studies. this week has been, unthinkable! hurhur. i really saw God's grace in every of my paper. :)

when things are not going my way, know that it's going God's way! :)

trust and trust in Him, with a faithful heart.

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY GANQIANQI! :D
although you always sleep so much in band, and play so many funny notes, but you are still so pretty and so cute! :) purple is specially for you! had a great day in school right? :) love you lots fatty bom bom! :) have fun studying for A's, and please start soon soon soon! you are really funny! although you cracked many unfunny jokes too! :)

:)
oh dear, the man and woman on channel u show just killed themselves :(
so sad. ah qi xiao xiong di. hehe.
anyways, yes.
"There is no one like the God of Jeshurun,who rides on the heavens to help you and on the clouds in his majesty. The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms." Deut 33:26-27
Indeed, there is no one like God. no one who loves that much, no one who has so much control, so one so great. Today i realised once again that God is that much! just want to trust in Him in everything. and to study FOR HIM. yep :) not for anything else. :)
and the macdonalds fired me three times in ten minutes today. :(

today is such a -.- day
:(

happy watching move michelletan :)

i didn't know my blog has this cool song. haha very nice :)

went back to bp today. and it made me miss the good old days all over again. i miss getting to bump into all the usual people everyday, being able to see them everyday. just everything about the good old bukit panjang. :) but everything feels so different now. different building, different place, different everything. i thank God really, for everything in bp. all the nice memories i had there :) i'm just kind of sad. that things had to turn out this way, but i guess God is in control of everything ya? after going to jc, i started to think more. haha (michelletan remember the i keep thinking so much thing haha) i just miss the times we get to see everybody in the canteen, field, pathways, everything. even if it's just saying hi or waving to one another. the science lab, computer lab, the classroom. the ulu place behind the netball court, it brings back so many fond memories. but so sad, everything is like going to be renovated now. boo. the journey to school and the journey back.

what happened to my nice little world that i used to live in? :( yah, like what tan say, i see so many not nice things of life now. why is it like that? :( thamjiemin, i miss going to school and having school with you. jenniferxie, i miss sitting beside you alot. remember all the silly things we do in class? haha. and yvonne too. :) cheer up ya. and rachelsoh and qiurong, i miss you too. rachelsoh, i think we can be like friends for life. haha i think we already are :p i've got every that much things to talk to you even though we were never in the same class before! :D and shafiqah! I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU FOR AGES! :( how are you doing now? i wanted to write a comment for you on friendster just now but i couldnt find your profile :( and seeing old friends like fatullah and fazli, haha. :D fatullah, why you never grow? and xinyu and cythia! :D i miss that canteen. that place where we rush out meals for band, where we had night study. when we got chased out of the class doing amaths. hehe :) the good old days were really good and ooooooold.

ok, here comes erik satie! :D
his 3 gymnopedies challenged the romantic notions of expressity and individuality! so cool right. and he writes withour barlines except for sonatine bureaucratique, which makes it so special such that it had to become one of my focus works! he writes really simple stuff, simple rhythm, simple and transparent texture, and bla. however, just like a normal weirdo kid now, he uses weird titles such as Three Pieces in the Form of a Pear which actually has SEVEN pieces! he's really weird. but, can't blame him. haha it was in the midst of World War One i think. 1913. he writes instructions on the score specifically for performers to read! :D i think that's quite cool. hehe. and this reinforces the idea of performing for one's enjoyment of something like that. very cool! ok, he writes circular and static harmonies. I-IVc. his favourite. he uses parallel and modal chords too! and he has unconventional modulations! wow, wow, WOW! hurhur. ok. satie rocks. :D WWI and WWII affected music in france too! the rise of nationalism. bla. ok goodnight! :D Satie lived from 1866 to 1925. :D i memorised it already! :D tomorrow have to do harmony. and got geog lecture!

happy or not happy. happy or not happy!
i'm a noob girl. :(
i <3 michelletan! :D
and i love God too! for everything that He has given me, so much so much. and yet i seem to forget about it.. pastor edmund did remind me of many things of God. the things that felt so close to me last time but i somehow lost touch of it. God did so much, he loves me so much. in him, it is enough. :D i thank God for this love, this faithful love in the midst of this faithless world. we fall down, i fall too! but God will always be there.
thank God for michelletan, hehe. she's such a nice friend! hehe, she knows what i'm thinking! :D
lala. and she always sleeps in gsc classes! TSKTSK. :D i got my black shirt! :D with michelletan! :D

band

it's all so confusing and complicated :(

boo.

if only my little small perferct world exist :D

lala.

china studies talk tomorrow! so exciting right.

i hope grease becomes more greasey. hurhur

and all the best to everyone having chem test tomorrow! :D

so fun! chem is so so fun! :D
ok, a picture of milhaud. haha

monday blues?

And there I found you waiting
And there I find release...... <3

i think titanic is a really nice song :p very nice! yah. i find a lot of comfort in this two lines :) because it reminds me that God is the place where i can go to when i'm feeling all stressed and noob and i don't know. haha it's just this stone-y feeling, like my mind went to outerspace and couldn't find its way back. so i wasn't thinking much.
tsktsk. but i suddenly feel quite stressed about studies. yah this is the first time i feel so much more stressed over studies this year. hurhur :p so i must blog about it. :p

friday-geog test
next monday-gp test
and don't know what test will come soon too.
and practicals is coming so soon again! :/ boo! it's like never ending :/ embrace man :D haha
and yah. today wasn't a really brilliant day. still so many things left undone! tsktsk. i want to practise piano and math and read more newspaper everyday! :p

hi michelletan! all the best for your econs test tmr!
stuart, all the best too! :) maybe you were smart, haha but somehow o levels didn't show it!
samantha ho, i doubt you ever come to my blog! but still, all the best for tmr's econs test too. see, i'm so nice. even though you beat me in math test, i still wish you all the best for econs test!
rachel lim, you too you too! and to my classmates and everyone else taking econs. all the best! haha :p and the chinese mock exam too!

i kopped this from wilson's blog!
haha :D
Hi Wilson.
Hello.
Tell us more about the blogname. Why wilsoniscurious?
I'm glad you're curious. (laughs) I'm at an age where life presents a lot of possibilities. I'm quite excited about University; about contributing to the society; about discovering new things.
Whoa, quite philosophical. So what are you doing now?
Typing my blog.
(rolls eyes) As in, what are you doing in your life now.
Oh. (laughs) I'm currently serving the nation in the army. OOC-ed.
Can you kindly explain to the girls not serving NS what you mean?
I'm Out Of Course from SISPEC. Due to medical reasons. Just doing sai-gang lor. Waiting to be posted out. Very sian actually. Anyway, FYI, there are girls serving in Foxtrot company in SISPEC, you know. Caused quite a stir-up among the guys. Whoa, I tell you -
We are digressing. You can speak to your NS buddies about this. So, moving on, what will this blog be about? Will you be criticising people? Reporting daily news? Weather forecast?
Er, no no. Nothing political. I'll just be talking about army life. Nothing much I can talk about now. And what I do during the weekends, which is my only free time. So sad right? :(
Awww. (rolls eyes)
HEY!
Anyway, so what do you do during the weekends?
Go out with friends lor. I enjoy watching movies. (96360926 - sms me if you want to go out for a movie) Actually, I'm thinking of starting this occasional review page whereby I give my comments on recently watched movies. Kind of a movie buff. Would like to review music also. I listen to almost any kind of music. English, Mandarin, Canto, Band pieces ... bla bla.
Heard you've just moved house. How is it?
Chey. I think everyone knows that lor. I like to invite my friends over during weekends also.
Do what?
M&M. Movie and Mahjong.
You are quite lame.
Sometimes, it's MMS. Movie, Mahjong, Stayover. (96360926 - sms me for MMS)
Okay, stop. You are really lame.
Thank you. I'm part of this clique called LaMeRz, InC. They are my close friends from secondary school. We used to spend our time going cycling and crapping about anything we can crap about. My JC clique (TRP) also likes to crap a lot. But we're a more subdued bunch. We prefer to think we are more matured.
That's.. er.. nice. Thank you for your time. Enjoy your blogging experience.
Huh? That's all ah? I'm not finished yet lor. I also like to write short stories during my freetime. I also enjoy good food. And sleeping. And swimming. And sleeping. And.. and..
ZzZz.
Okay, fine. I need to book-in anyway. With my rifle and my buddy and me-e-e
Shut up.

hurhur. wilson ng kok jung came online today! (: and i haven't talk to him for so long. so i decided to talk to him! can't believe it la. in ns already still like that. haha. i wonder if he got outcasted there or something :p he's stuck in ns now! slogging his ass off to defend the nation. hurhur. good job wilson ng kok jung! i can still remember your chinese name la. happy right! :D

anyways, on a more serious note,
i've got this bad stomache today. boo.
booo!
shit and shit like nobody's business la.
other people say must try to fart or burp more :D
and stuart, the philippines one was really funny! haha :D
and michelletan i love you!
and enjia! you are quite slow at this kind of games! haha. i thought i was slow enough! :p

pangseh day!

I, GLADYS HENG JIAMIN, PANGSEHED MICHELLE TAN SI YUN TODAY :(

SORRY MICHELLE TAN :D

hehe. hello michelletan! sorry la. always pangseh you :D you will forever be my one and only best friend ok! :D china studies class is so happening now. haha it becomes the lesson that i look forward to :p very lazy to blog. haha. but i had an eventful july! :D and yes can you feel the weekend? I CAN!! so happy! no school for TWO days! although its not very long. haha my study mood is all back after two (or more haha) weeks of slacking! LALA :D ok, dont talk about study. finish my hmwk. HAHA :D i'm going to start doing my pw now now now :D

my poem 2

有话就说

有屁就放

有便就大！

:D

my poem 1

oops. haha i think i typed the wrong word. haha so embarrassing! :p let the pro change it now.

《挤》

人挤我，我被挤

挤到我进不去mrt。

TSKTSK.

《济》

人济我，我被济

济到我进不去mrt。

tsktsk.

homeworkd

oops. i'm losing track of my homework :)
gsc- article file. and tmr do compre!
china studies- share article tmr.
geog- that question 2 tutorial. hurhur
math- loads of tutorial
pw- my eom! oops. and wr?
music- question 4 essay
gp- gp politics essay, get economic notes, get files!
oh dear, with so many stuff to do i actually was in a lazy mood just now :/
bleah.
anyways, i feel very refreshed spiritually again :)
the qiurong's msg was like a wake up call, telling me that there's many more things happening in the world that is worth and need to be prayed for. yah.
esp when all the politics stuff is still in my mind.
i can't help but give thanks that God has protected Singapore so much, from all the tsunamis and floods and earthquakes and volcanic eruptions to all the bombing and terrorist attack stuff. yah i'm very thankful! :D

mep concert day

bleah bleah bleah bleah BLEAH. :/

speech day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUAYPUAYBING! :D
today is a tuesday.
yes. can go school late (:
but i realised cannot think like that, cos if not i'll wake up later and end up being late for school.
always like that one.
ok ok, gsc was cool. we ended up watching some people sing.
haha (: but just as me and tan walked up tiringly (HAHA) to level five, we saw them coming down! tsktsk.
and went to get pink slip!
and got excused from pe hehe. cos speech day receive prize cannot sweat, ok perspire ok mr loh! p-e-r-s-p-i-r-e. like some spelling bee la. haha.
then went to eat, eat eat eat. i ate so much :p
and geog ksl tutorial! i keep fidgiting here and there. haha
and LEAVE SCHOOL TIME! YAY! :D
left with qianhui and yiyan :D
and we met beixi at cityhall! and we went to mos burger to eat!
and saw many other one-of-us there too! :) and jenniferxie gave me my beloved birthday present! thank you jenniferxie! haha. i like :) i reallk like to talk to her. haha the full of nonsense aunty. thanks for the $1 ice cream treat! :D and going to fullerton is so fun. haha very nice leh inside! oh, i dozed off while shirleen ong was talking. yes yes, bp is such s wonderful place! :p and then sec1-3 prizes. those crazy people, get so manh prize. let other people have some chance too right! no wonder people like me always have no chance to get prize. tsktsk. ok kidding (: and its our turn! hehe. and then shima talked. and it made me think of my bp life more real-lifely for the first time. and i realised how much i like the time when we can just stay in a class tgt, have band practices tgt, have pe tgt. so fun :) i got like this powerpoint slide thing went through my mind. and i really like bp alot. all the liam, matthew lim, mr loh, paul, vlee classes. going to l1 and p3 to disturb rachelsoh and jiemin and qiurong. and climbing up all the way to fourth level. i really miss that place quite alot. it's so different in ac now (: not that ac isnt good (: but yah. though bp may be quite cheena, but its a really good place where i found my good friends. good lifelong friends :D and tanyingzi! havent talk to you for a rather long time. hehe :D talk soon! but yah. it felt quite good doing the cheer, singing the song. hearing always the chinese version like nobody sing then suddenly the english version louder by alot. and joyceongkiankiat! HAH :D i had fun hanging out with you today! :D

so, many thoughts la. :p and then went to meet puaypuay and the rest for awhile (: cos like they all eat finish alr and i ate three plates at the reception :p hehe! quite fun la. haha it's always fun to hang out with my 'cool' seniors. haha. and then like, i don't know, i have such nice friends in ac too! i wonder why the world as to kill here kill there. over issues like pride? i mean like, its so not worth it. there's so much more meaning to life then this. why kill here kill there? and why is the education system like that? and the hairy potter movie had to remind me of such education system. haha :p isnt teacher's job and schools' duty to teach and nuture us? what for have so many chim visions and missions when its just all a look nice thing and actually they are doing those things to some students. ok, oops. haha not that singapore's education is not good. in fact, i'm really thankful for education (: yah. just that, why can't we love one another? God. :)

happy birthday!

happy birthday to me! :)
AH, it feels weird. having 8 more minutes to the end of my birthday. haha
like the day past very fast like that ah, but i really had a good birthday!
thank you samantha ho and benjamin wong for the balloon! i look so popular everywhere i go with the balloon! haha like the whole world know its my birthday! LALA :D
thank you michelletan my best friend for the pullover! :D i love you tan, thanks for being my only friend (HAHA) for these past seven months! yay :D i'm going to open the letter you gave me last year soon!
and thank you many other people, people like liting and oreo, haha stuff all the sweets inside the balloon and one of them burst and the sweets fountained out. hee! and weiting! for your preettty balloons. haha lousy quality leh! anyhow burst one! tsktsk. :p i think very fun leh! one hour give me once! haha i bet you so happy right, see me so many times today! and and and everybody around me :) for wishing me happy birthday now and then! YAY :D oh dear, four more minutes to the end of my birthday! ahhhhhhhhhhhh....! hehe.
and michelletan and rachel lim, haha thanks for going with me to lunch when you all are so tired! and rachel lim! this is the first time i got locked in the bus at the alighting stop lah! HAHA. that uncle ah, tsktsk. all he has in mind is food. TSKTSK. TSKTSK. oops i cant help TSKTSK-ING at him :p and samantha ho! haha you say BYE to me! :D LALA :D two more minutes now!! AHHHHH

tired.

:( i feel so tired. just physically tired. hurhur. :)
liting said ytd's six rounds got like thirty minutes la. haha
sometimes i wonder why people are so diverse. yah, like we are all humans right, but then why are we so different. hurhur :p
thank you for the birthday cake you all bought for puaybing and me! :D hehe.
i think the chocolate on top of the cake very nice to kop.
yay, my birthday is coming in two days time! but like quite scary also i think. like, i'm going to be seventeen soon, then i can officially be a reader of seventeen. hurhur ok not very funny. but seventeen sounds old la, like i don't know. have to behave more adult-ly :p hehe!
i don't like to climb stairs. climb here climb there, walk here walk there. tsktsk. and see some guy so ---- hurhur. :p
i had fun meeting jiemin yvonne tzewei at lot one! :D and had fun eating kfc with michelle tan when she's finally enthu about eating kfc for once! hehe. and had fun going home with jiemin :D let's not move house forever ok! HEHEH :D and had fun kop-ing NEWATER bottles with samantha ho at concourse lobby and walkway! HAHA .:D samantha ho, you're so aunty la! HAHA. :p quick tell me can! michelletan, DONUTS DREAM! :D i help you to promote ok! HAHA. i still think GIRLS DONUTS sound much better! LALALALA :p and thamjiemOn, MY SL FRIEND! :D you can one! can one ok! :D don't care about the girl la. HAHA. you lied la you. haha. i'm sure you can! :D jiayou ok! i bet you're complaining to your mother and sister about that girl at home. haha :D
oh yah. i think terms was alright :) tsktsk. china studies. TSKTSK. haha :p but seriously, i quite shocked when i saw my gp results. like i thought maybe she gave me ten more marks or sth. :D
in the midst of this changing world, i think the only one that we can truly rely on is God :) because He's ever faithful :D i love God.

monday

hello! :D
ok ok. i ate alot today. eat until i cannot eat :p lalala.
i ate my beloved donut that my mother bought for me, followed by macoroni! and then i think i ate golden cripsy chicken, and chocolate waffle, and then yong tau fu plus banana and strawberry milkshake! :D and puaybing's oreo cheesecake. hehe. i can't believe i ate so much. that's where all my money went to. tsktsk.
:D
i got 67 for gsc! but those china people got 80 plus. tsk. hurhur. ok, do china proud! i do singapore proud! :D hmm, oh yah. geog lecture. haha i thought it was susan meow so i walked at my normal pace :p and it turns out to be ksl :p and my favourite lecture notes. hehe :D ok la, tried tying the gp files. haha but it didnt turn out very well :p lala.
and dinner with yvonne and jiemin! :D just like the secondary school times, but somehow i feel that we have all grown (HAHA) and it feels different now alr, but still the friendship is there! :D i know i know. hehe. i love to sit around on some random place with you all! :D like migrating here and there on the staircase right. haha yvonne's rural-urban migration theory and my internal migration and circulation theory! :D lala. haha i like going back with tham too! :D
today's chapel was good too. :D
hello michelle tan! :D

rebellious son

rebellious son
his parents were to take him to the elders of the town, and the other people of the town were to stone him. i read this, then i couldn'y understand the meaning of it, and i asked God to open my mind to understand what He says. and then, i had this thought like, we are the rebellious people too. rebellious sons to God becasue we sinned against him and sometimes wilfully sin against him. but, He sent Jesus to die for us, to redeem us to have a relationship with us. how great this love him, so great, i can't ever fully understand. yah.
and the core was showing just now. haha. and like they died while going into earth's core to save the world. and then you will feel like they quite noble right. then what about Jesus? He died to save us from eternal hell. isn't that far more noble and full of great love? yah lor. :D
that was what i thought la.
haha. :D
ok, terms are finally over! :D like over a few days! YAY! but promos coming soon. haha. tsktsk. exams and exams and exams. tsktsk. ok la, better than countries that can't provide exams. so should be grateful. oh wednesday wasn't as bad as i thought it would be :) thank you God! hehe. and thursday was quite bad. all because of that sadistic ns officier guy! hee. :p ok, all for my own good. friday, oh friday watched transformer! so cool la, keep transforming here and there. and he very shuai! :D and saturday went to do cip at guang yang sec school. to fold stars there :x and teach them fold! but like i couldnt really get along with the sec 1 kids. haha they talk too loudly for the shy and gentle and quiet me to deal with. lucky the teacher got loud voice. so i went to disturb michelletan and their class were watching high school musical la. troy quite handsome :) haha. then went to junction 8 to eat with jenniferxie and shopped a bit with her! :D she's so aunty! and went for web. yah, missions sharing. surrender your fears to God. He didn't promise to take them away, but He'll be there for me. and sunday! went 10 o clock service and chatted with andrew! quite long never talk to him. :) yah. and that's it la. haha how i wish summary could be as simple as this. :p

:D :D :D

hello tagboard, where are yooooouu?? tsktsk. always disappear into cyber-air. tsktsk.
had lots of fun at school and vivo today! :D
my famous joke 'go vivo until it becomes presto!' HEHE
LALA. math rocks. haha. 31 rocks. HAHA :D
i like the shuai-ge in transformer! lucky he didnt die in the end! :D
i think my life is very happening. haha
but, i really want to thank God for my math result and all the coming results. yah :)
and for today being able to go in hall before the gate closes!
and seeing me through ytd's pe :x
everywhere ache today la. tsktsk.
:D

:D

yes yes! one more day! :D but i still haven't practise finish yet :( today's paper was ........ hurhur. i have never ever seen two 30 marks essay in my entire life before. :/
GO OUT GO OUT GO OUT!! :D hehe. so exciting! i look forward to tmr's lunch! YAY :D

QIANQIIIIIII

this is a specially for you! :D :D HAPPY RIGHT!

can you friend me!

friend me

friend me

friend me

friend me

friend me!! :D

hehe. friend me leh!

hi there tham, i'm talking to you on msn now! :D yay a meal tgt soon ok! :D very happy for you! HAHA. please be spastic again! :D don't stay enlighten too long ok! :D

hot!

tsktsk. look at what global warming has brought about.
poor drowning polar bears at north or south pole. poor things.
hot and humid weather in singapore. tsktsk. it's so hot la!
but at least, its only hot. hee, like its not a hot-hazard kind of thing that will cause people to die. yah :) thats what i can be grateful about! :)

"When you go to war against your enemies and see horses and chariots and an army greater than yours, do not be afraid of them, because the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt, will be with you."

"Hear, O Israel, today you are going into battle against your enemies. Do not be fainthearted or afraid; do not be terrified or give way to panic before them. For the Lord your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory" Deut 20:1, 3-4

Yes, indeed we have a God who will protect us, guide us, the very same God who created the world, brought Israel out or Egypt and gave them victory against many countless battles with enemies far greater than them. (:
this is the same God who loves me and you alot, the same God whom we can entrust our lives with!

happy belated youth day! and mug more piano. yes yes.

mep

mugging for mep :( mep mep mep mep mep mep mep mep mep mep mep mep me-p :( i feel sleepy. i want to sleep :)

JAVANESE GAMELAN :D

Punctuation

Kenong, Ketuk and Kempyang (: Gong Ageng, Kempul

Melodic Elaboration

bonang!

Bonang panerus, bonang barung

gender!
gener barung, gender panerus

Nuclear Melody
saron! (:
peking, saron barung, saron demung

post to j2s :)

To my cool jtwos <3

SUYIN (: hello su-yinnnnnnnn! you say i look like boy, i felt so depressed after that. :( hehe, i don't i don't! :D hello hello! :D i had fun with you! you look nicer without specs i think! throw your specs away! :D take care su-yinnnnn! :D i don't know how to make the picture look normal leh. is there a way? when there's a will there's a way right! hurhur, ok not very funny :p

REBECCA (:

push-up girl! hehe. rmb to come find me next time when people say you have no boobs! you have you have! :D hello rebecca, you very noob leh. hehe :) i like you! :D no words can express what i want to say to you! :p study hard for a levels ok! my hair will grow and become longer than yours one day!

DOMINIC (:

hi there fellow 77 mark grade 8 exam friend! :p eh hello! aiyah, i got nothing much to write to you leh. hurhur. cos i wrote alot before already, like pre-syf and post-syf! i know that although you always say i'm not cute, but deep down within your innermost soul you think i'm cute right! hehe. thank you thank you! :D ok, you get to see this one more last time! hehe. you are a good and wonderful sl. :D stop bullying me can nymphatmosphere! tsk. have a fun time preparing for a levels ok. do dunearn proud! :D go go go!

QIANQI (:

hello qianqiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! :D :D hehe. you copy me have the same series of gold colour phone! hello fatty BOOM BOOM cum ms enormous. hehe. eh i really like to sit beside you for practices! i will miss you alot leh! i bet you like to sit with me too right. hehe :D thanks for saving my life on the concert day when i almost choked. and for teaching me math too! :D hehe. i love you fatty BOOM BOOM! :D go BOOM all your friends ok!

one last try one last try!

EVELYN (:

hello hello! :D hehe. evelyn, hehe thanks for being nice to me :) for saying out of tune so many times. you've been a really nice senior! haha. thanks ah, for making me eat my chicken rice faster that fateful saturday practice. study hard for a levels ok! :D and i like your phone. hehe can stick to the plastic thing of the file.

PUAYBING (:

hello fei bing! :D you make my life full of more colours! hehe. eh, rest well ok! i wonder why you always get sick when you have so much fats to counter all the virus la. don't the virus get lost in your fats one. hehe :p kiddin. you have been really nice to me, hehe letting me ear-drop your conversation with sean! :D though you always tau-pok me, but i also tau-pok you too! hehe. thanks for all the wonderful memories you have left in the band and section! hehe :D go tell doc lee your real name now! see you soon when you are well! :D

ok i should really go practise my piano. bleah. quite screwed for practicals leh. i think i'm going to be quite nervous during that day. i wish my finger can move like automatically when they see the score :D

'the joy of the Lord shall be your strength' :D

even in dark moments of our lives, we can still be joyful :D knowing the wonderful love and grace that God has freely lavished on us, knowing that our lives are in his hands, that in Christ all things hold together, true joy really fills my heart! yay :D

sun-day :D

whee. i uploaded an image! :D hehe. i miss my hair.. my nice not-very-long-but-quite-long fringde that made me feel that my face is smaller :D woah, this is my first time interacting with more high technology stuff! haha. :D yay.
i kind of miss the j2s. hurhur. but, i know these few months of being tgt in a band has brought us to know each other more and i know these friendships built will last right! :D